Remodel

You never wanted to be my anything, we were a secret. I didn't want to keep it, but you made me. Now I don't even know you, can't understand who you are. You were so near, but now.. you're oh so far.

Remodel

You never wanted to be my anything

so why is it

you're willing to be her everything?

I don't even know you anymore.

What you've become.

You talk to me, and I don't know what to say.

I see the same blue eyes

but where's their brilliance?

Where's their light?

You never wanted to make any commitments

so why is it

you break down and miss this?

Why do you keep coming back here

when I don't even know you anymore.

What you've become.

You listen to me, but I don't seem to care.

I hear your voice

but where's it's substance?

Where's it's might?

You never wanted to make mistakes

so why it is

every fault you committed still aches?

Because I don't even know you anymore.

What you've become.

You're here, but I don't want you

and you wonder why I never show

but I can't love someone

I don't even know.

"You don't know a thing about me, you don't know a thing about me."

Need You Now

Ever have that undeniable gnawing in the pit of your gut at three in the morning? When you become weak and unrehearsed? When you just need a sweet reminder of the past? Ever fall apart in the dark, and need someone to show you the light? Even if it's just for one night? That's what happens when I realize I need you.

I Just Needed You

I tried to fix you

with everything I had.

I held on so strongly

with every fiber in my hands.

I forgave every mistake

with eyes that could ignore

the fact that you broke me;

you had done this before.

I just needed you

more than I'd like to

say.

I just needed you

more than I'd like to

can't you just please stay?

For one more hour

let's pretend this will work

for one more hour

let's mend every hurt,

every tear, every rip

in our little heart bits.

I just needed you

and it tore me apart

I just needed you

to light up the dark.

"It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now."

Simply Me

To quote a country song, "I don't want the whole world."
I don't.
I just want to be a part of it. And, the way I play my part is by writing. Some may call me a writer, but I just call me me. That's it, simply me.

My writing, I consider, are confessions. So, welcome to my confessions.
A poem entitled:

Give My Regards To

Sometimes,

I sit and run my fingers along the brim of my coffee cup.

I move them in circles after circles,

Feeling the warmth of the steam on my skin.

I do it over and over again,

Until I forget why I started.

Sometimes,

I fall back

Into your arms

Even though I know,

You haven’t always caught me.

I do it over and over again,                                                   

Until I forget why I started.

Now, I'm not considered a professional by any means. I'm just an amateur that views the world through her own kaleidoscope.. then writes it down of course.

:)

 

 

 

 

Song quote = "All Your Life" - The Band Perry

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